hi guys, it's been a while. unfortunately, i bring some bad news with me. i've been incredibly stressed for a while, which has made me really sick, and my mom is putting a lot of pressure on me to take care of my sick father, when i can barely take care of myself. which makes it almost impossible to focus on defenestration, and that really sucks. i also don't want to force all of defenestrations responsibilities onto bleu right now, because running defenestration isn't his job, it's mine.

i'm going to switch the site to members-only in a day or so, and leave it like that for a bit until things clear up and life gets a little easier. i'm sorry that it's come to this, and i don't ever want to give up on you guys, but i need to wait until life gets a little easier because i just don't have free time to devote to running a site right now T-T

i love you all
- Ash ❤